What your doing
is your chasing a vicious cycle that never ends….[out here chasin drugs] remains all the same
and life stops where the cycle begins…[as soon as you pick it up it put’s you down]
to activate you take the first one
from there where your goin is known to none….[anything may or will happen between life and death]
with this so called sensation
it’s the hardest thing to quit….[once you start you may never stop]
always knowin that place you goin
man oh man that’s some real shit…[lying stealing cheating and deciet]
when it’s all over that bad wind is still blowin….
never had I ever checked to be sure…[not knowin what you are about to get into]
not knowin when the wind stopped blowin
I’d still fall short of a cure… [pain misery still remains drugs don’t take away the pain]
what you do know is
you’ve become complacent…[thinkin that it’s okay to use again after the downfall]
day after day chasing that sensation…..
sayin yes when you wanna say no [it’s wrong you know but your still willin to go thru with it]
man oh man how low can you go HOW LOW CAN YOU GO
caught up in a space so bleak [cloudy states of mind confused unsure]
now all of a sudden you think you pains unique…. [believing that it’s only cause you are who you are]
sick and sufferin
that’s what you’ve become
from now until you stop
your standing in front of the devils gun…..[you life has become an accident waiting to happen]
what you fear to admit
is you’ve become complacent
day after day
chasin that same ol sensation….
man when I walk into the place
first thing I see is my sister’s face
sights so sad it takes me back
to a place
where all I ever did was chase that chase……
no where to go or to turn
cause of the simple fact your mind and bodies been over burned…..
feets on fire
lifes hanging from a short cord ….
cotton mouth and dehydration sets in
lungs begin to feel like cardboard…..
people places and things
jumpin up and down
depending on toxic mood swings
time to change your playmates and playgrounds……
unless ofcourse once again
you choose to live out of bounds……. insanity to me is driving through life without seat belts it can also be like repeating the same vicious cycle… expecting different results
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